Following

So I am the suckiest follower of the rules there has ever been. I don't know why it is that I can't follow through or keep going. It's like I just get bored. You would think that I would be super excited...which I am...so why am I not trying harder? It seems like maybe there is something wrong in my mind. What ever happened in the past that may have caused me to give up early? Well whatever it is must have happened so early on in life because I tend to remember everything and this one puzzle piece is not in my memory. Kick my butt in gear cause I need to stick with it...I want to stick with it...I am gonna stick with it! Stop bringing home the stuff I love and let me drink my shakes!!!